March 2010
9 most painful things in life
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1. Bringing back the feelings you’ve learned to forget. 2. Reminiscing the good times. 3. Trying to hide what you really feel. 4. Loving someone who loves another. 5. Having a commitment with someone that you know wouldn’t last. 6. Shielding your heart to love somebody. 7. Loving the person too much. 8. Right love at the wrong moment. 9. Taking the risk to fall in love again.
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No need to win my heart, just don't lose it.
Like finally, hello! HAHA sorry to keep you readers waiting. I am finally gonna do a proper update on Sunday, Monday and today which is only yesterday. So just bear with me cause this is gonna be quite a long post. Heh!
Sunday> One word: mundane. Well what’s new, it’s a Sunday. And it’s always mundane, agree? Spent the day at Auntie Ida’s house in Macpherson. Supposed...
“I don’t know why. Maybe it’s because you’re mad, maybe it’s because you’re...”
– (via poeticheartache)
Life's too short to be living with regrets.
And another Saturday well-spent with the usuals. Supposed to meet Darrell at Hougang Interchange around 1.45pm but this boy was late cause he had arguement with his dad. I almost head to Bugis without him, I tell you! But fortunately, I didn’t. So yeah, meet him up and headed to Bugis by bus.
Had hearty talks during the long bus ride and reached Bugis almost an hour later. Meet up with the...
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“I can’t say that I’m mad at you, because I’m not. I can’t say that I hate you, because I don’t. And I can’t say that I’m done or that I’ll never talk to you again, because I know that I’m not. And I know that I will. But I can say that I hope and that I pray, that if you really care about me at all, like you claim that you do, that you will stop setting me up, that you will stop saying...
“I want to be remembered. I want to be thought of as that one girl who never let...”
– (via poeticheartache)
You were worth the fight but I couldn't fight...
Enough is enough, Intan Amanina. Look at what you’ve become; you’re numb from all the heartaches and now you’re seeking revenge on her instead of letting karma do its job. What happened to you? You used to be so sensible. Oh right, that’s what got you into trouble in the first place. You let people in too easily and let them stomp all over your head easily too.
Right now...
Happy 17th Birthday, Jaja Bella!
Only God knows how much I’ve been missing you, babyg! I missed all those Twitter/Facebook and bitching sessions in class. Thank you for helping me at the times I’m in need.
I hope you enjoy your birthday and all the pleasures it has in store. Hope to see you soon and love you alot alot <3
Letting go when you’re getting pushed is the only...
Like I tweeted, I have 3 main things to blog about today. But let’s begin on how my Friday went. It was indeed quite a fruitful day.
The day started with being late in meeting Enaa and Darrell cause I overslept. But thank God, the meeting point was the church nearby my house. So yeah, meet the two of them at the church and had our brunch there.
Afterwhich, we headed to Bedok by bus to...
Happy 19th Birthday, Zee Luella!
Remembering the good times we had together, forever they’ll be in my heart. Been months since I last saw you and I miss you so much! You’re just like an older sister to me and never fail to gimme words of encouragement each time I’m at my lowest.
I wish you much pleasure and joy on your birthday. Love you like no other <3
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The world ain’t all sunshine and rainbows.
I don’t really have much to update on. My life is getting duller and duller by day, I swear. I’ve been pretty much doing the same thing everyday.
My life is currently fucked up. Everything just won’t turn out the way I want them to be. Sigh! Let’s just hope things will get better in time. If not, I shall die soon of misery and massive depression.
On a side note, I...
“When I say, “I love you,” it’s not because I want you or because I can’t have...”
– Joss Whedon (via fromtheclouds) (via saintsandliars) (via allylovesthem)
“There will come a time in your life when you will become infatuated with a...”
– (via poeticheartache)
You really hurt me and you will never understand.
Fuck today! Fuck my life, like seriously. My happiness are always short-lived. It’s seriously sucks to be me. I would trade anything for a drama-free life, I swear. It seems like only Enaa and Amy understand this void of sorrow and pain in my heart. I’ve turned into Tin Woman now and maybe it might for the best. Look for a heart, you’ll only come up with dead air.
Such irony...
You can always say sorry, but the real apology is...
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Happy Birthday, Sharul and Syaffy!
May your birthday be the beginning of another great journey! And just like I mentioned in my previous post, do not let love bring you down and leave you empty. You deserve all the happiness in the world! And of course, you’ll find your true love someday. Oh plus you’re legal now! Heh happy la tu :P
First of all, I’m glad that we finally caught up with each other last night!...
Time without you made me realize I've got other...
My week didn’t start off quite well. Monday blues, what else. Didn’t attend school and went to meet Darrell + Areep in City Hall. They were having lunch at McDonalds in Raffles City when I came.
Next stop was Penin cause Darrell wanted to get a pair of leather jacket. So we went to search for the jacket but the prices were all above Darrell’s budget. Waited for Enaa outside...
“A guy out there was meant to be the love of your life, your best friend, your...”
– Unknown (via littlemiss) (via liveelaughlovee) (via smilingbabe) (via saintsandliars) (via julietinrepair) (via saintsandliars) (via allylovesthem)
“Love isn’t him calming you down when you yell. It’s him yelling, just as loud,...”
– (via eletheowl) (via insatiabledesires)
When I hear your voice, it feels like venom in my...
Well alright, Saturday didn’t turn out as bad as I thought it would. Heh heh! My plan to be in self-pity all day long failed when Feez went online and Ameera came. My gloomy mood evaporated and I became hyper! Feez and I tag team teasing Ameera about Ramdan. Baby with a tail eh! *inside joke* HAHAHAHA. Caught up aloooooot with both Feez and Ameera. I love you both like no other, I swear...
It's so funny how we set qualifications for the...
(via poeticheartache)
Happy 19th Birthday, Nash!
You’re not getting older. You’re just a little closer to dying! HAHAHAHA kidding. Hope you’ll have the most memorable birthday ever and enjoy your day while it lasts, brudder!
I swear I'll never be happy again.
I had the most horrible Friday in my whole life despite I had so much fun in the day. But when the sun sets, I felt all the negative feelings at once. Even now! Fuck my life, like seriously.
Anyways, I’m sick. And so I’ll be just staying indoors at the chalet instead of meeting the usuals. On a brighter note, they might be coming here later at night and we’re gonna have a...
“I never saw him again. But every now and then, I find myself wondering where he...”
– Unknown (via kidlovesdoodles) (via midnightsnacks)
“I’m going to be honest, most of the time when I say “I’m fine,” I say it because...”
– via theflightout (via theflightout) (via tiqsy) (via sweetest-sexdrug) (via midnightsnacks)
Even the most beautiful days eventually have their...
I had a nice Thursday with who else if not the usuals. Meet up with Joe first at Hougang library cause I wanted to return and borrow books. Joe wanted to borrow a book too using my library card since he lost his. Anyways spent some time in the library, borrowed the books we wanted and off to KFC. I accompanied him eat his dinner as we conversed. Afterwhich, Joe headed to Bedok to meet Sufi...
Hey darling, I hope you're good tonight.
For two different person - one was from the past and the other in the present.
1) I’m sitting here wondering how it came to this; I can’t help but think back on all the good times that we once had together - all the laughs and the tears. Your name still escapes my lips but I’m slowly escaping the pain and sorrow of the void you left in my heart and soul. You could never imagine...
“I don’t know why we all hang on to something we know we’re better off letting...”
– (via bittersweet-memories) (via sorrymeantnothing)
My friends come first, that's the bottom line.
(Credits to Amy and the last two photos; step Brothers In Arms only HAHA)
I swear my day was beyond awesome! Woke up at almost 10am and got ready to meet Sufi in Bedok by 12pm. I was early and I kinda expected him to be late. But surprisingly he was on time! He fetched me from Bedok Interchange and walked to some pondok nearby his place. He taught me guitar basics but in the end, he played the...
Someone I can trust, Someone who's honest, Someone...
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If only you understood how much you have dug...
I had a fruitful day with the usuals. The day started off with me going on a job interview in Toa Payoh. The interview went well and I got the job. But I don’t know yet if I should take up the offer :/ Anyways, meet up with Andy for lunch at KFC. He was late! And I swear I could’ve die of hunger while waiting for him. Okay that’s abit too dramatic HAHA.
After lunch, we headed to...
“Being together is more than just sex and making out. It’s about understanding...”
– (via eletheowl)
Happy 20th Birthday, Odza!
Hey sexy boy, may this day always be a special one to remember. May it also be filled with excitement, joy and laughter. I’m sorry I cannot join your birthday celebration later on at the zoo. But I shall see you on Saturday alright? Have the greatest birthday!
Morning Madness with Faizal Superpok.
HAHAHAHA I swear this made me laugh like hell! Clone trooper mask seh seh seh lol. Thank you for cheering me up, Ah Pok ^^
Love is so short, forgetting is so long.
Another day spent decomposing from boredom at home. Just like yesterday; online, eat, sleep on repeat. Sigh! But on a brighter note, I’m finally going out tomorrow! Job interview around 3pm in Toa Payoh and most likely will be meeting the usuals. It’s only been a few days since I met them but I miss them alot alot tau. And before I forget, here’s a shout out to Enaa;
Hey...
You should never be too attached to someone....
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Adapted from my old blog;...
She suddenly feel so out of place. She feel totally out of sorts. For the moment, it may even feel like that she is never going to emerge from her sadness. She feel like that life is over and there’s no meaning left for her. He means so much to her and she wish she could tell him now. But unfortunately, she would never be able to find the words without breaking down. When she tries to talk,...
