September 2009
Dear love.
Maybe they’re right, you’re right; we can never be. Cause we are just friends, really good friends and we both don’t want to ruin that. If you were just to give me one chance, I could show you that it could be amazing. I don’t wanna hurt you like you have been hurt in the past. I just want you to take a risk and see how good it would feel. I love you and if you have not...
“When you’re thinking about how much you miss me, and I’m completely fine,...”
– (via eletheowl)
Now tell me; do you miss me?
“A lot of people walk in and out of my life. But you’re the one of the only...”
10800.) When my friends joking call me fat, I take...
(via blogsecret)
You have no idea how I really feel.
10823.) i'm scared for the day you come back, and...
(via blogsecret)
S.I <3
Ten.
I HATE HER. PERGI MATI PLEASE KAU. RAMBUT DAH LAH MACAM PENYAPU. GI MATI UH SIAAAAAAAAAAAAAALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL.
Tag replies.
Ziela: HAHAHAHA really sia.
Hyddy: Hehe mane ade. Thanks though! :)
Elfac: You're most welcome, Fac. Missed you too lor. See you around :D
10757.) you being a drummer makes you 10x hotter....
(via blogsecret)
And yes, I have a thing for drummers.
Nine.
Sunday was mundane. Relatives came over for visitings and what I did all day was either cleaning after my relatives or chatting via msn. So yeah, nothing much happened. On a brighter note, will catching 4BIA 2 with Eyan later in Town. I feel like bowling after the movie. We’ll see how it goes alright. Omg baby, can’t wait to see you. I miss you like anything can!
“People say what’s the point in liking someone who doesn’t like you back, and...”
– (via runawaytrain) (via flowerscolorsprettythings)
“‘I don’t want to lose you.’ His voice almost a whisper. Seeing his haggard...”
– The Rescue, Nicholas Sparks (via midnightsnacks)
Eight.
Yesterday was undeniably awesome yet tiring. Had to wake up early at 8am and by an hour later, my family and I were already on the way to our first house for visitings. Went to visit a few houses with the family before Grandpa dropped me off at Simei mrt. From there, I made my way to Yew Tee by train. Meet up with Nad first though at Jurong East mrt platform and made our way together to Yew Tee....
Seven.
Went to chill mill with Farah, Ana, Ziela and Faiz after a million years yesterday heh. I had to run some errands first before meeting the girls first at the usual void deck. Ziela had to go home and get ready to jalan raya with Faiz. Ana had to use the restroom urgently so we went to the coffee shop nearby. While waiting for Ana, I decided to buy my favourite Honey ice blended with pearls + jelly...
“Its better to love someone you can’t have then have someone you can’t love”
– (via fazrocksyourworld)
Agree with this, Faz :)
Six.
Hi, my day was alright. Dee came over and chill mill at my house. Eventhough we’re just beside each other, we both still participated in the mass convo with the usuals. In the evening, she headed to Bukit Timah for a job interview.
Just ended my phone conversation with Eyan a few minutes ago. That silly boy loves mocking the way I speak, I tell you. Ingat cute pe! No one can do it like I do...
You make me crazier.
Eyan: Baby, I got bad news.
Intan: Why? What happened?
Eyan: I cannot watch Avatar today :(
Intan: HAHA tu je?! Isk.
Five.
Days continue to pass, stars continue to shine. Why do I have these tears in my eyes when he was never mine? I wish I had the guts to walk away and forget everything. But I can’t bring myself to do it cause I know you won’t come after me and that what hurts the most. My mind seems to know what’s right but my heart is somehow being retarded and still cares. It hurts to see the one...
“Sometimes goodbye is a painful way to say I love you.”
Four.
No words can describe what am I feeling right now. I wanna voice it out but I can’t seem to find the words to speak. My lips are locked as my heart weep. It seems like I traded my dreams for this mess of memories.
I thought I’m not afraid of shattering anymore because I very well know the pain will heal in time. And I thought I’m used to it. But what’s happening now? Since...
“From the corner of my eye, I see a glimpse of you. My heart is just about to...”
– (via eletheowl)
Teardrops On My Guitar by Taylor Swift.
Drew...
Three.
I can talk and laugh with friends about what happened between us. But I still need to catch my breath when someone mentions you. Does this mean you’re the one my breath is still tied to?
I may have moved on and put those dreams away. However somewhat I am still hoping we’ll find them again someday. But I highly doubt it would ever happen anyways.
“Jangan sedih please. Bila kau sedih je, kau ingat aku. Pasal aku selalu buat kau...”
– Sha
“Mungkin saja kau bukan yang dulu lagi. Mungkin saja rasa itu telah pergi.”
– Mungkin Nanti by Peterpan
“In love, you can’t see the bad side of someone. That’s the pathetic part of...”
– (via eletheowl)
Tag replies.
Enaa: Thank you babe heh :D
Gueslihuhnuijmo: Uhm who are you? I don't understand what you're trying to say cause maybe I don't speak Idiot language. Please tag in English or Malay. Thank you!
Hyddy: Hehe ade ade je Hyddy ni. You and Mr Janggut lagi sweet please! Couple of the year dok HAHA (Y)
“I’m not a mind reader but I’m reading the signs that you can’t...”
– See you again by Miley Cyrus
“I’ve never fallen so hard for someone in such a short period of time. And even...”
– (via eletheowl) (via loveheroine) (via mayazrr)
Two.
Deep in my heart I’m suffering, knowing that I can never have you. On the outside, I’m living and pretending that I’ve forgotten you. I may convinced everyone else that I don’t love you and that I don’t want you anymore. But all I need to do now is convince myself. Cause baby, they don’t see you the way I do. They don’t look into your eyes and see the...
“Maybe part of loving is learning to let go.”
“When you love someone, all you want for that someone is happiness even if...”
Tag replies.
Faruq & Hyddy: Thank you very much.
Haiqal: HAHA tumbler pe. Anyways thanks yo!
Ziela: LOL handsome habis. Sebab tu choose this photo heh!
